Head of Household Diary
Week 4: Ryan

Hello America. Life inside the Big Brother house is insane to say the least. As Head of Household this week I would never wish the stress I've had lately on my worst enemy. You think you're sitting good one minute and the next minute you have the biggest bulls-eye of anyone in the house. Being the first solo HOH is both a blessing and a curse. Its been a very tricky decision with the house divided and deciding with whom to side with. With every decision made as HOH allies are made as well as enemies who are hungry to get back at you the very next chance they get. Bottom line is that you can't always make everyone happy and survival under this roof is always uncertain. People will smile to your face and stab you in the back given the chance. If you're naive enough to fully trust someone between these walls then you're done. Thats the nature of this game.

Id like to start off by telling my beautiful girlfriend Jen that I think about you every second Im in this place. I love you and miss you and am counting down the days until I see you. And please take extra good care of Jada.

Id also like my family to know that I love them. Much love to my mother, pops, sister and Auntie M. Hugs and kisses to my beautiful nieces Ava and Alyssa. What it is Troy! I know you're disappointed I took the 10 g's over the bike. I might still buy one to cruise with ya. Shout out to all my boys back in the Bus.

I know everyone wants to hear me to rip the other houseguests, but to be honest I really have nothing bad to say about anyone, at least not at this time. I can honestly say that i get along pretty well with everyone. Theres no doubt that my boys of the house are Adam (Baller) and Matty. Natalie's my girl- She takes care of the boys.

Now check out Ryan's HoH Photo Diary!