Nick lashes out.
Nick starts his speech asking guests to look towards the future and to fill their lives with love—but things quickly take a dark turn. After accusing his family of not being there for him, he alludes to his crumbling life.
"It's never going to be okay," he says with tears in his eyes.
Will Nick ever be able to move past his grief, or will his sadness drive him to self-destruction?
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