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HoH Suite Spot: Nicole
Posted on Aug 6, 2014 09:50am

Hey guys! Is this real life?!

First off let me take a second to think about how freakin' cool it is to be doing this right now! I literally can't believe I'm in the Big Brother house, my life is complete, but it would be more complete if I made it to the finale of course. As a big brother super fan;), this experience is absolutely amazing and better than anyone could imagine. I am so fortunate to be here and thankful for the awesome houseguests they have locked me up with. I have made such great friends:)…or so I think o_O p.s. the birds nest bed is the bomb dot com.

Mom, Dad, Jesse- I miss you guys like crazy and love you so much. I think about you every day and I can't wait to see you. Mom, I know you are my number one fan and I couldn't thank you enough for all the support you have given me throughout my life to help me be here. Dad, I hope you are understanding the show ;) and I want to thank you for teaching me to be so strong and determined... I really am a lot like you. Jesse, I bet you miss annoying me and there is no doubt that I miss it too. (Especially since Zach is taking your job way too seriously) I hope I'm not embarrassing you too bad, and please be careful. Give Paris, Beyonce and Rain a kiss for me. I love you all more than words could say. Shout-out to my hometown, Ubly Michigan..thumbs up!

I want to thank everyone for their support! Thank you to my fans! Wow, that is nuts to think that I might have fans! I hope I am making you proud. To all my friends and family--I miss and love you all. Mariah, Caleb has a crush on you if you didn't already know… thanks for the awesome letter! Grandparents I love and miss you. Chris, Carson and Izzy--Coconuts better be your favorite houseguest this year ;) To all of my nursing friends, I hope you rocked the NCLEX! Oh and mom, send pictures of me with family and friends in them, not just of me! Just incase I win HOH again, which I might!

I am here to play this game and make big moves, which makes this game a lot more fun. I am getting a lot of things checked off of my Big Brother to-do list including wearing a unitard, getting pickup lines as a frog, winning HOH, taking a bath in the HOH room, being a have-not, playing in the classic Veto Competition and actually wanting the veto. Oh and being called a Fruitloop Dingus was definitely on that list too…not. Mine and Zach's relationship isn't really that bad. He needs someone to pick on and I guess I am that person. We get along 95% of the time even though it may not seem like it. I didn't expect relationships to form so quickly in this house, it's amazing how close you get with people so fast. When you are around someone 24/7 it does make a huge difference. I feel like these people are my friends and family. Anyways, thanks for reading my Blog! I kinda stink at typing so this was pretty short. Thanks again!

xoxo, Nicole aka Fruitloop Dingus p.s. being the first girl this season to spend a week in the HOH room is pretty bad-butt, right?!

Mom stay strong! and listen to country strong if needed. I remember when we went out shortly before I left and danced to that song.

In her HoH Suite Spot video, Nicole talks about her favorite costume she's worn so far.

She explains how different it is to be in the BB house as opposed to watching it on TV.

Nicole talks about what she misses most from the outside world. The answer might surprise you!