Week 3
Eric

Dear BB fans,

Well, it's been an interesting week as hoh and probably one of the most controversial. It all began with winning the hoh competition, coming down to the wire with Janelle. I thank my lucky stars because if I did not win, chances are that I would be on the block right now fighting for my competitive life in this house. Janelle and I have been like oil and water from the beginning and chances are that it will continue.

We then had the food competition in the Snack Shack from Hell and let me tell you, that was a heck of a show. I did not have to compete, nor would any of the other house guests of known that I had the choice. However, if I am going to practice what I preach about leadership, I must lead by example. That is what I did in the bonus round by not only eating my portion of Sardines and egg salad but Michael's as well. It was a lot of fun and nauseating at the same time.

The most bittersweet part of this week as hoh was receiving my basket with Joseph and Danielle's pictures which I got as a fathers day gift. It was very emotional for me because Julie, Danielle and Joseph are not only a part of my life, they are my whole life. Without them I am only a shell of a man. Big Brother did not provide me with a picture of Julie, probably because they did not think I would be able to handle it. The only reason I am the man that I am today is because of her, and I will love her with all of my heart for the rest of my life because of it.

Time to go. Julie, Joseph and Danielle....Hang in there, I LOVE YOU GUYS. To all the fans and my firefighting brothers, keep the faith and keep crossing those fingers for me. I might just make it to the end. LATER

Eric