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WEEK 3: JAMES
THURSDAY, JULY 27, 2006
I'm writing my first HOH Blog... To those that thought I couldn't win one, you know the word I have for you... This job sucks, sure I like the nice room, comfy bed, pictures of Sarah, and food other than SLOP; but it's the first time for me in Big Brother that I had to directly send another competitor home. It was much easier just winning Veto's to save my own ass. Now I'm stressed all week, instead of just until Saturday after the Veto competitions.
In this game I am trying to work with others and I'm placing them before me. Not the best idea for the long run I think, but now it's necessary to prove "loyalty.” In the beginning I nominated George and Will, expecting George to go home. I had caught George spying on Janelle and I in the Storage Room and knew he was here to play. Will was to be used just as a pawn... unless Chill Town returned to their devious ways... Well George threw everything he had into a Veto Comp...and Chill Town turned it up a notch in the "trickery" department. Now I was screwed...the other 3 from BB6 wanted Jase put in George's place, while I thought about Boogie or a floater. The floater idea was scraped over Janelle's seemingly over powering allegiance to Marcellus, who I might add has openly threatened to nominate Howie and Kaysar. The idea of Boogie was also dropped when we figured Will would convince voters to remove him and we would still be left with Jase and Boogie running Chill Town.
There are NO right answers when you try to take others biased opinions to help make a neutral decision. The group voted and Jase was nominated. This is the hardest thing for me, as a person Jase is an exceptional player. His downfall and my rationalization is that he told me he was gunning for Danielle and revealed to others his contempt for Janelle. I will do anything to keep them safe, even if it means going against my early agreement with him. By protecting him I could have been sealing their fate. I think Jase is playing like I played last year, too many alliances too early in the game.
As for "team" strategy it frustrates me. There can be only one winner and right now we are playing as 4, I am playing as 5 since Danielle and I are in an... "understanding." I would rather make decision's best for me, but I can't. The House is gunning for Season 6. This charge is led by Chill Town and we need to also make the lazy, worthless floaters feel coddled. This is the real nauseating part, watching furniture disguised as participants move into every HOH room to beg for help and mercy. When you ask the "furniture" what they think, they respond with glazed looks and downward stares. The "furniture" drops out of HOH Competitions cause they feel their scared little asses are covered, but leave ours out in the line of fire. It will be too soon when the sheep are nominated and forced to return to their former guise of players from BB past. My next HOH will call them out. I can only hope to be as pleasantly surprised as I was by George's heart and willingness to play and sacrifice when it hit the fan for him. This season has been crazy, every week it flips back and forth.
Now to the good stuff, THANK YOU AMERICA!!!!! Being voted in by America is a feeling that no one can understand, it also puts more pressure on you as a player since you realize people are actually watching this time around. I really thank everyone that voted for me and the others from BB6, we appreciate the distinction from the bottom of our hearts and we hope that we can provide some entertainment and not screw up this time. A special thank you to all the members of JamesBB6.com for their relentless dedication to voting us back in. I miss you guys and can't wait to talk to you again in 2 more months. Al, I hope you're feeling better and that everything is OK. Lynn, take care of him and get some rest yourself....
...That's about all I have right now the last paragraph will be stuff for Sarah so if you are actually still reading this, nothing will pertain to you...
Sarah, I miss you so much. I have several pictures of you all over my HOH room that remind me of us every second of the day. It's really hard being away from you and I hope all is going well in Chicago. I wasn't around for your Birthday on Monday, but we wished you Happy Birthday every time we thought about it. Happy belated 24th! Tell your parents I said "hi" along with your sisters. ...I love you so much and can't wait to get out of here and really get our life together back on track. These summers away from you are painful and I want so much to be with you right now. I love you with everything I have and you keep me strong and give me reason for round 2 of this sadistic game. I miss you and will be thinking about you constantly. I love you.
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