So this is what a confessional looks like! Not too good, actually. But I want to leave you guys with a verse; it's very appropriate for this situation: Therefore do not lose heart. Though outwardly, you are wasting away physically, inwardly, you are being renewed, day by day, by the spirit. So look at what is not seen, for it is eternal; do not look at what is seen, for it is temporary. I think you might see me again. Bye, guys, I'll be praying for you.
No one wants to be the first person voted off, and especially me, being a competitor. But at the same time, I knew that if we did not win the Challenge, I would be the first one voted off. So I kind of expected it, but it doesn't make it any easier.
This experience has been different for me the first three days, because I went in on an equal playing ground the first time. We were all level; everybody went in equal. This time, I knew going in that I was a target. And you make those choices: whether you go and play knowing that you're probably going to be one of the first ones voted off if you have to go to Tribal Council, or do you just not play at all? Of course, for me, it's about the experience of coming out here.
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